Sleepless nights

I am honestly having the best sembreak one could possibly dream of. Going out to eat almost everyday, having movie dates, hanging out with friends, doing my favorite hobbies sigh.. what more could one wish for. This week, really has been by far the best week, until today, that I’m beginning to see my grades. I saw it in our school’s website. It’s really not yet done: out of 9 subjects only 2 subjects has a grade. 

A class card with low grades is a great Halloween scare for me. It’s scarier than a horror movie. No matter how hard I study for a semester, I can never stop worrying about my grades. I guess I always expect too much. I guess my dreams are just too big for me. Maybe, worrying will always be my favorite hobby.

Thursday will be my judgment day and up until Saturday I kept waking up early, bothered. I kept computing my imagined general weighted average over and over again, hoping that I’ll reach the 1.50 quota. I kept coming to church praying and thanking God for the semester. I hope I can reach my goal. I would not be at peace until Thursday.

Sembreak

I am enjoying my very much deserved sembreak. Since I want this vacation to be efficient I made a to-do-list of everything I want to do. First on my list was to eat out. Today I went out with my dad to eat at a private and simple restaurant. I super love it. Studying so hard made me really deprived to go out T_T. For a busy person like me, going out is truly a luxury. 

Funny story, while we were eating, my dad wanted to follow up our order because it took quite long than expected. I told him “Sanay ka kasi kumain sa fast food”. Looking around, I saw many people trying to follow up their orders. I guess this just shows that we are in an instant generation. Everyone really wants to have everything insantly. It’s like people don’t know the meaning of waiting and the virtue of patience. Haayy..

After eating, I went to the bakery and bought everything that I was craving for at the moment: cake, pastillas, macapuno. I really don’t care if i get fat or whatever. I will eat what I want as long as I’m young and sexy haha.

I super enjoyed this day and it’s all thanks to my dad for treating me out. Moments like eating together or sitting in the passenger seat with my dad is the best. I always think it’s special and I absolutely cherish it. This sembreak I hope to have special moments not just with my dad but also to my mom, sisters and friends. It’s actually in my to-do-list already.